Well I dunno were to start. It is really hard for me to post all of this, but here I go. Lifestory(History): Well it all really started when I was 10 I transferred back to my old school, because I was previously in private school. I had changed a lot, and within the first couple weeks turned all of my old friends away saying things like "I Hate sports, etc." Which isn't at all true anymore. Well while I was at private school I had gotten really into computers, and was playing way to much video games. Well I had been in a clan (Group of people that play video games togther most of the time they compete with other clans), and having no friends this was my only connection to the world. Well being 10 years old I ended up getting kicked out after being in this particular clan for 6 months which left me lost and very angry. I cursed my old clan out and told them I would make a better one, and this is were my life makes a turn. I started trying to make a new clan and I recruited this one guy we'll call him bob. Bob was from texas, and he started talking to me alot... And at that time I did not know what "gay", or what a pedophile was. Anyways I ended up getting a webcam from my schools magazine drive (Go figure) and basically you can figure out what happened next. A couple weeks later I turned bob in, and even though I never met him I was very confused/pissed/depressed, etc. I spiraled out of control calling some girls bitchs right in there faces, doing graffiti on the school, and coming really close to killing myself. Anyways I got treatment and all is supposedly good. Important part: Anyways fast for to now when I am still recovering, and am very confused sexually. Anyways I feel attracted to boys in my school, but at the same time I am still attracted to some girls. However whenever I do you know. I usally watch gay ___, but once and awhile I like to watch girls. Also when I empty my barrels watching guys I feel tons of regret. So im asking the infamous question: Am I gay, bi, or straight. I am really confused and need some help.