Well, as much as hate to say it, my relationship might be coming to an end. Ever since she's been talking about goin to stetson and whatnot, we've been having fights. I dont know why, but Ive just been dwelling on this for the longest time, and having too much time on my hands to think about it dosnt help either. Got into another one tonight about the same issue and others that would result from that desicion, which includes her wanting me to travel to see her in Deland, and staying with her grandparents, but she is not willing to travel herself to see me, becuase she says that she's "scared" to ride the bus to tallahassee... Just shit like this has been happening, mostly due to my resentment to the current situation. I love her to death, and I simply cannot just drop this as easily as it would sound. Im sure she would agree with me on that, but on the other hand, she's been thinking about it for the past week. Was sopposed to see her next week, would have only gotten one measily day after being away since mid december. But I dont know right now, may not get to see her anymore..