Hi, I'm feeling depressed and stressed out. I'm working full time 40+ hours a week, go to classes at nighttrying to finish two degrees at College, and trying to get into Medical School. I lost both my mother, father, and grandfather a few yrs back(2 yrs.) and things are just challenging for me. Grandit, I do have many blessings to be thankful for. I'm not rich or anything I have an okay paying job. I'm just stressed and wonder if I'm worth anything anymore. My friends have stopped calling me and I just want to scream. I'm in a dead end office job which I am in charge of a dept but the CEO is a money-hungry bastard. He screws the customers and I can't change a damn thing about it. I feel so alone and I'm a nice person... it's just I don't know where I fit in anymore. I try to put on this attitude of, "I can handle anything", but I just can't keep myself together. My brothers think I'm so smart and capable but I'm no different than the trash truck guy. I grew up in foster homes and was abused and I just need to find myself again. I want to save lives and help people and it's the only way I feel good. The girls I've tried to go out with end up just being friends, although they like the kindness I offer to them. I jsut don't know what it is. I have all these blessings and I know I have them but like... I feel empty and so alone. I just wish someone loved me. I guess I should go to a therapist but... I don't have time between classes, work, and studying. Argh, I just wish things were different. Any take on this situation would gladly be appreciated.