I'm a 21 year old straight male. I love flirting and messing around but I just have no interest at all in having a girlfriend or dating like my peers do. I've had multiple long relationships and both sucked the life out of me when it comes to women. I just don't get any joy out of relationships at all anymore. All my friends tell me I'm crazy but it makes perfect sense to me. I was thinking maybe it's because I am unemployed (laid off, can't find a job anywhere) and live at home and I'm embarrassed because of that.