What little family i have, i am distaint from. The ones i'm close two (my 2 grandparents) I talk to on the phone a few minutes each day. I am close to them, but due to their age, it's not like i ever seem'em and do anything. I see my grandfather once a week for a few hours, he comes out to my house to help me do work(what little he can do he will) I reside with my sister, but don't get along with her whatso ever. She is the worse kinda person to live with, nor do i get respect. She will never lock the front doors, does'nt take care of our "dog", blasts hobbible rap music, smokes in the house, never cleans up after herself, lies, makes up shit, calls me names, etc. I try to aviod her as i prefer not to have anything to do with her, but i live with her. She interntion does stuff to piss me off as she thrives off negitive attention from me(gives her the idea i care) I consider myself werid, but i may be a lot more then i think, as i feel fine with whom i am and what i feel. But a 3rd party i am sure can tell i'm in a situaiton like this. I don't know my dad, my mother is dead. Yet I feel fine, does'nt bother me. Anyone else grow up like this? What issues did you run into when starting a family, with serious friends, in life in general?