My girlfriend and I have been having spats on and off but we always seem to bounce back. This time however I don't think that we can. Last night she was at a Halloween party with her sister and a guy that she claims to be gay. Anyhow, they had these American Gladiator style jousting sticks where you know how you have to stand on these pillars and try to knock the other person off. She and her sister were jousting when her sister hit her in the hand really hard by accident and possibly sprained her thumb. Anyway she leaves the party but the guy and her sister stay. She calls me on the phone to tell me about what happened. About 10 minutes into the conversation that guy calls her up and asks if he can come over and use her bathroom and take a look at her hand. Keep in mind I'm very wasted. I had been drinking all night and in my right mind this probably wouldn't have bothered me so much. So I say, "WTF, he can't use a bathroom somewhere else? And what, is he a doctor? WTF does he know about a sprained thumb?". The reason I flip is because she's always with this dude. She tells me that she's too busy with school to hang out with me, but I always here about them going to eat, going grocery shopping, whatever. Anyway, she gets mad and hangs up on me of course. I try to call back but her phone is turned off. I get even more pissed so I jump in my car and rocket down there. When I get there she's alone so I call her on her phone and ask her to let me in. We start arguing about this guy and his intentions. She goes up and down about him being gay. At that point she asks me to leave. I get even more pissed, hock one up and spit in her face. I call her a whore and a cunt, then she calls security and has me escorted off the campus. I mean, there's no need to lay into me, I know I fucked up big time. I've already vowed never to take another sip of alcohol because when I do, shit like this always happens. I've even considered getting some therapy for my trust issues. She's scared to death. She thinks that I would have hurt her. Of course I never would have. If I was going to hit her, I would have a long time ago. I don't believe in that. The point is, I want her back. I made a mistake. Do you think she could ever forgive me?