she kissed a guy that I told her to stay away from. When she told me she was all crying on my bed for like 1 hour and then wrote me a note and then left. she didn't even have the guts to tell me. now past 2 days she is telling me how sorry she is and how I am better off w/o her, and she is going to fucking kill herself so she won't be a bother other ppl in her life. which made me feel fucking bad. I know I should move on, but there is this lil lil bit inside me that want her back. I have been with her for more then years....... what should I do?