two years ago this upcoming saturday the 26th i had an abortion. i was at the age of 17. when i first found out that i was pregnant i had already made up my mind to not have it. the father-to-be was okay with this decision for he was only 18 and i was his first real girlfriend. fast forward to moden time: he is now my ex boyfriend, and we were on speaking terms up until recently. he decided that it was time for him to move on, and therefor we couldn't be friends, via no talking or seeing/hanging out with one another. around this time of year i tend to get emotional and cry about the entire thing. this time it is especially hard for he will not talk to me really. my boyfriend i currently have hasn't been in a situation as this so we both kind of feel that there isn't too much he can really do to help me when i have my crying spells. i really feel that the only person other than myself (which doesn't seem to work too well) that can help me is my ex boyfriend. what do i do.