My stress levels have sorred my anxiety is uncontrollable I have been making stupid stupid mistakes and just mainly felt like shit. I came from 50 mg of paxil and now am weening off and am switching over to celexa. I feel like I should be in a methadone clinic with the withdrawals I am feeling. Tomorrow I drop down to 12.5 and next week am going to be totally off of it. THANK GOD!. I tried to literally slit my wrists with my own fingers. Luckly my thumb nail wasn't sharp enough to breach the final latyer of skin. I then tried to bite to the veing but could only get a little blood to come out. The pain was too much to continue if I had a blade with me it would have been over. The anxiety was so much one night I did something i never do, drink and drive, and you guessed it I got a dui and wrecked my car. The only thing that was going through my mind is that i had to get out of my fraternity house and I didn't care what happened. I was afraid to take anymore clonazapam and really had no one to call to calm me down. So i took my keys and drove causing a shit storm that I am now dealing with. tomorrow I go see the damaged that was done to my car(hoepfullynot totalled) and then I have my birthday this thursday when i turn 21. I just can't believe it something would drive me to do something that i literally ripped the keys out of my friends hands the night before so she wouldn't drive home drunk. My parents are so suppiorted and I feel like i am litting them down so much that i don't knwo what to do. they have payed for everything and i fell liek complete shit. don't know what to do or who to see. FUCK suicide but fuck life. I just don't know what to do. sorry for the grammer/spelling mistakes i can't see the screen through my crying.