So it's been a recurring thought for years that I might eventually hit a breaking point, I honestly should have saved up more. In fact, now that I'm at that point, I haven't saved up at all... I'll have a little over $2,100 right now if I cancel my auto-payments and don't pay any bills. I wish that'd be enough to get me to Qaanaaq, GL... but that's not likely. I'm thinking I can get to Copenhagen for slightly < $1k (short notice, obviously) and from there to Ilulissat for about the same. I'm sure, by the time I reach Ilulissat, I'll will have either had a gross reality check or I'll be so full of determination that reaching Qaanaaq probably won't even be an issue anymore, in which case, freezing to death ftw. Oddly enough, the lights in here seem to keep dimming, most likely due to the storm outside. It always seems to storm when I'm upset. It would storm a lot more often when I lived in the highschool; I've been pretty happy recently, though I wish I could backtrack 8-10 months. I know it sounds a little like a mid-life crisis, but for someone who was physically ill from stress at 10-11 (from asthma to nausea, was even put on medication for stomach ulcers @ 12), I guess maybe it's fitting.