I guess you need some backstory here. The gf and I have been together for a little over 6 months, and ever since we met, we basically lived together. We met at school. Now I'm back here and she's not because she had to take a semester off. Once I graduate she has 1.5 semesters of school left to complete. I love this girl, I really do...and she absolutely is in love with me as well. The problem is that I keep questioning the relationship in my head. There's something about me that's not happy right now and I don't know what it is. I got drunk a few weeks ago and make out with some random girl. I ended up telling the gf...and it was tough but she basically has forgiven me and given me the second chance. I felt like absolute shit. Previous to that, I was starting to doubt my feelings for her. But once it happened, I realized that this girl treats me like gold, would do anything for me, and is just awesome to be all around. So, my love for her isn't a question. THere is still something in my head though that is not set straight. I sort of have a constant urge to go out and meet new girls...and not because I don't love mine, bc I do. But when I go out, that's just what I do and have always done...I'm a huge flirt, and I get a lot of attention from girls as well. This is my last semester of school. My gf is 3hrs away and loves me to death. I don't want to spend my last semester of school locked up in an apartment by myself to keep out of trouble. Sometimes I feel like I start to push her away, but I know that losing her from my life would be a mistake. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused, stressed out, anxiety, etc. The fuck?