Backstory: http://forums.offtopic.com/showthread.php?t=3245659 So over the past month, ive talked to her still, But tonight I just blew up. I completely went off on her again on how her stupid decision to date this guy who is still a long distance relationship is fucking retarded. Im having a complete mental breakdown. I want to break shit. I realized how much trust i really put into what she said, what we talked about, what she said she wanted then turned around and betrayed me a matter of days later. It moreso bothers me that she is happy in a relationship right now while my dumb ass is still holding onto the scraps i still have. I need diversions, I need to be happy. I need to get over this. Ive done it with 2 girls before, but those were the two hardest things ive ever done. Completely wiping someone out of your life who you cared so much for is extremely hard, and i am weak minded when it comes to that.