Hello Im new to the board. I wanted to post a bit about myself...I have some definite confusion in my life regarding myself. I do not know whether I am straight, gay, or bi,tg. I have had sexual experiences with one girl. I recieved and gave oral. We had fooled around a few times. The first time I ever recieved oral in my life was from her. When it occured the first thought that came to my mind is " roles should be reveresed". That this isn't right. I have been dressing in womens clothing since I was a child. I have always kept this hidden though. I am very unsure about my sexuality and gender. I find myself staring at a beutiful girl and thinking "you are so fortunate". I rarely ever have the thought of wanting anything sexual from them...although I could definetly see this happening with the right girl. When I masterbate my thought and fantasy's range from having sex with a man as a woman to being dominated by a beautiful woman and quite a bit in between. I have not had an experience with a guy yet although I really want to. I was just wondering if anyone had any insight. I am quite often very happy as a male, but I do often wish that I were female. I have a great appreciation for both body types and im just hoping that some of my confusion will be answered at some point. Has anyone else gone through any of this. I grew up in a very religious household and would not have any support from my family at all. How do you deal with this? I love my family and want them to love me...all of me.