We were best friends for the last 10+ years so its kinda hard to just write him off. I don't even care if he replies (which he hasn't except on phone calls). So is it bad that I keep writing him every Sunday? No they aren't take me back I love you e-mail just little updates of my life like this...... Hey just wanted to drop off a quick hi how ya doin?! I leave around August 19th -21st for college. Sorry for that last e-mail a few weeks ago I was pretty upset and needed to vent alot of stuff. If you talk to (mutual friend that recently moved back) give him my cell number I don't know how to get ahold of him, I ran into him like 2-3 weeks ago when everything was going down and I had just woken up and gotten into a huge fight with mom so I wasn't quite with it when I talked to him that day. I'm not for sure if I will go on vacation for 1 or 2 weeks so if you don't hear anything from me in the next two weeks I took off 2 weeks I can't believe the show is going off next week its so sad! Also fyi there is a finale show that starts at like 830 or so you might want to watch. Well toodles for now! Also I'm asking this as a friend only... it would be cool if you came down to (college) sometime so if you get a couple days off in a row with nothing to do and want to catch up with an old friend call me I can pick you up at the train station (its cheaper then driving!) in KC. Is this a big ?