So last night I spent the night with my first crush all the way from the 1st grade. How weird is that? Long story short, she moved to southern California and I went to visit her last night after not seeing her for 2 years (graduation) and actually, the last time we talked it wasn't on very good terms. Anyway, the night started off innocent, I thought we'd go and get a drink or something at a coffee shop and then just talk. It started with a hug and then she took me to her room, shut the door and jumped on her bed and we talked for about three hours. She kept looking at my lips, which if I should say so myself are very nice it's one of my favorite features of myself, and I tried to keep conversing. I got to her place at around 9:00pm and then at around 12ish she was wanting to cuddle. At some point she popped open a bottle of champaigne to celebrate old friends meeting, which I think was around 10. Anyhow, she kept doing the staring at my lips and I just leaned in and started kissing her. Her first words were, "Christopher" in that sexy "oh I want you to stop but not really" tone that girls do. One thing lead to another, lots of licking, lots of sucking, kissing and next thing I know she's been giving me a blow job for 30 minutes now. From what she says, I gave her 3 seperate multiple orgasms. Which was funny because she said, "I don't think I'll do it tonight, I'm a little nervous." It was hot and steamy and she even ended up swallowing and didn't stop until I said so. So it was kind of surreal because: 1. I've known this girl since 1st grade and have always had a crush on her. 2. In highschool she was one of the "popular" girls and I was a major geek (check out OT Comics, it's my home). 3. I always dreamed of doing stuff with her, but I never imagined this. 4. Why a hot girl like that would even want me is mind-boggling. So then afterwards we talked and cuddled and wondered why we did what we did. It was weird and surreal. I don't know what to think and still don't even know if it actually happened or not, but the hickey's are there... Craziness.