Damn, after a stressful week of lots of family based stress, I decided (not really a decision) to eat compulsively again. I had a meal plan, lost like 10 lbs., did not eat compulsively for a good 2.5 weeks. I over ate (and I want to stay "only", but I wont) by around 300-500 calories over my daily limit, which is 2200, but I have been staying under 1500 to lose weight ever since beginning to see a nutritionist. It was a strange feeling having my emotions over take me and "force me" to eat like that, even though it was veggies and popcorn I ate. I am happy I did not dive into fajitas or ice cream, but I am sad that I still over ate none the less.