what the fuck is wrong with me? ive been ignoring my ex's calls and txt messages for the last 4 days, thinking I was doing pretty good. im trying to just forget about her and move on with my life without having her a part of it. then 5 minutes ago, I have a sudden urge to call her...FUCK!!! im hating myself right now im going out for dinner and then to a club tonight with about 4 chicks so maybe it'll take my mind off of everything. well, time to start over again... please tell me how stupid I am OT!!