So I have been dating my dream girl for just about a month now. And I think I just screwed it up tonight... I am an odd person... Like just really not normal.. she is a lot like me (to a almost creepy level some times) I so guessed it might be ok to tell her something that has been on my mind. That I have feelings for other girls as well as her. I mean I REALLY love her, she is the best thing that has ever happend to me. But there are other girls I have feels for as well. I am the kind of person that see nothing wrong with this and hell I find group relationships as a good idea on a lot of levels my self (I have talked to a lot of people in them and it really just seems if you can get it to work it is the way to go for a lot of reasons)... Well I told her this... It seemed to freak her out alot and make her think that I don't really care for her like I say to her (at least it seems like that...). I don't know what to do... I mean I can't help the way I think and feel... I wish I was more normal at times but that is just the way I am... I mean I guessed she might be ok with it as she has a lot of people she says she "loves" and talks about all kinds of people she sounds like she has feelings for she knows over the internet (I mean hell some of them are paying a lot of money to come and see her) (She even knows a person in a group realtionship that has invited her to join)... But it seems I was wrong... Now I fear she is going to leave me for what I told her... Like I did not mean to freak her out at all or anything like that... I just wanted her to understand my feelings better and know more about me... I really love her and want to be with her forever... But now... if I lose her I don't know if I can deal with it... I love her so much... So here I am unable to sleep and have a 4 hour class at 10 AM and fearing that I might have just screwed up my true chance at happyness... Anyone have any ideas to help me?