Okay, I don't exactly know how to start this but I've been wanting to post this story for weeks to see if I could get some advice. I'll try to fill you guys in with as many details as I can without it getting too long, but right now I'm just trying to figure out where to start.. I guess with a little background: A little about me: I'm 20, I go to a college, I still live at home, and I don't have a job at the moment. And she is a 42 year old married woman who has been with her husband for as long as I've been alive and has three kids with him, her oldest being nearly 18 years old. She also goes to a community college and has a job. She lives about four hours away from me. I met her back in May I believe. I was playing this MMORPG and I guess her teenage son got her into playing the same game in her spare time. This is where we met and we started talking just as acquintances first and then more and more everyday until eventually we would just play the game in order to talk to one another, so I knew that we enjoyed each others company. She eventually told me that talking to me made her happier than she has been in a long time, which kind of took me by surprise. The next step in our "relationship" was when we heard each other on vent (a program used for voice communication for those of you that don't know). This is where things started picking up... it was probably a little over a month into us knowing each other, back in late June. Then we started talking even more and she sent me an email telling me her phone number and that I could call her (she was at work at the time; she works nights btw). She also has a myspace and I went on there half expecting to see an old lady that I would not be attracted to in any way, but when I saw her I knew that I was attracted. After that we started chatting on vent pretty regularly and texting each other when we couldn't be on the computer. We started getting a little more intimate like telling each other that we were horny and we would start sending "dirty" texts to each other, knowing the other person was touching themself while reading them. Then eventually we started talking on the phone every once in awhile.. And it got to the point where we were telling each oher that we liked each other. Eventually we had our first phone sex session and we both decided that we liked it. Fast forward about two months to now... Now we take up the majority of each others time. She sent me an extra phone on her plan so that we could talk more without having to worry about minutes (though I was for the idea of talking more, I really didn't want her to send me the phone but she did anyway). We talk absolutely as often as we can, even falling asleep together on the phone sometimes, not to mention we have phone sex at least once a day. We are telling each other that we love each other now (she started this maybe a month ago and I followed suit). At first I didn't think it was true, but after giving it much thought, I guess what we have is love as far as what many people would define it as. Awhile back we were talking about when we would meet in person. At first it was next May after we both finished school, then it was in December, and now it is this next Wednesday. Now for my questions to OT: She says she has been unhappily married for a long time but wants to stay with her husband solely to provide a good household for her kids (which I in no way want to screw up), do you find it acceptable for us to talk about meeting and/or sex? Do you believe there is anything wrong with me for liking her or her liking me (as far as age goes)? And I guess my last question is whether or not you can offer me any advice as to what I'm getting myself into. I realize that this post is a huge jumbled mess of words and ideas and is probably not very readable, so I'm sorry for that. Like I said, I didn't really know where to start and I don't really know what I should include. I just typed it up as I was thinking it and I don't really going back over it to revise it or organize it better, so I'm definitely going to appreciate any of you that make it through my post and can offer me some advice.