God damn it. I really made an honest effort to go out and make some friends. I called a few people I know and I've hung out with them each a few times. I meet some new people this way also. I talked to other kids at my community college, got to know them, exchanged some numbers. etc.. Then it all boils down to this weekend. I asked lots of people what they had planned for halloween and they either told me "nothing" or "i'm going somewhere" or "i don't drink anymore" or "i have to work". One of them said he would give me a call Friday but he hasn't. I sent him a text earlier but he never responded. WTF? So here I am at 3pm on Friday and I haven't had a single person call me to hang out this weekend. I can't make friends for some reason. I was nice to them, we went out and we had a good time, but when it comes down to it i'm still spending this cool weekend alone. Nobody is really reciprocating the gesture to me. I'm making all the effort to hang out and really none of them take the same approach to me unless they need something (aka a ride or some booze money). I'm fucking sad. I hope I'm not alone my whole life.