Okay I am sure a couple of you had seen the thread where I was ranting and raving about how good I thought Paxil was. Well its months later. I just want to tell you that it's a double edged sword. When I started taking it I had lots of friends and shit going on in my life even with bad anxiety and depression. It was great for a while, but then this shit happened. It basically disconnected any pleasure I derived from the physical world. I seen no reason to go out or accomplish things. I was happy without that stuff. Completely apathetic about life, not knowing that the pills caused the problem. I felt moderately content and never depressed without the ability to feel really great or really bad. I stopped dreaming until I began to taper off, now I have vivid great dreams. I slowly broke away from all my friends and it fucked me up good. I have now tapered from 50 mg to 30 mg. I'm hanging around with my friends now, and getting my life back. I am not saying these drugs are the devil. I am just suggesting low dose or no dose. These drugs seem to do the exact opposite of LSD chemically. My personal theory is that this drug kills creativity, dreamy lust for life and all that good shit, but balances your mood. LSD tends to give wild mood shifts and look what it does. Be careful, this was a year of my life fucked away.