Of all days to get an email from someone, she had to email me yesterday. Two weeks without talking to her and she decided to email me on Valentines Day. After thinking about it, I called her and ask her what she wanted. She wanted to say hello and to see how I was doing. I hate her. I hate her so god damn much that I started drinking again. As usual I was a pussy and went over there to tell her how much I still love her and how much I want to be with her, and all she can say is, "I'm sorry." If you are so god damn sorry, then why did you fucking email me yesterday? Here I am with literally without any friends, drinking...not good. I could die tomorrow and not one person would care.