I had an amazing childhood, I had amazing growing up years. I still am growing up, being 16. I have a girlfriend that i like that likes me, I have a band, I have a future. Yet nothing that I have achieved saves me from feelings empty, depressed and worthless... Tried drugs, tried other shit, it just don't help shit. Ye sure dxm made me feel floaty then I just got pissed at myself... What can i do? Nothing?