Anytime I start being more and more social, it makes me feel lonely when things don't go as planned. I have a party to go to tomorrow but I don't think I'm going to make it. I'm sick with a cold and was feeling tired all day so it might be the same tomorrow. Plus when I go to these things people seem to talk to me less and less. A couple took me off of their myspace, so it's kinda awkward to talk to them. Maybe it was accidental...or hell maybe I did it myself without knowing, but whatever. That seems to happen often, where someone else or myself will do/say something stupid and the friendship/trust is then kinda broken. I actually feel more stable and together when I'm by myself and have no social life. Since a couple of months ago when I decided to be more sociable I've felt a lot more ups and downs. Anyone have the same problem?