Good morning everyone. I'm here posting this more just to get some feelings and concerns off my chest. Nothing spectatular here, just my thoughts. I'm in love. I truely am. I didn't think that after my divorce years ago that I'd ever really say that again. When I wasn't looking a very special person caught my eye. I spent some time with her, got to know her, and fell head over heals in love. Now, I know I hurt her. I didn't do it on purpose, I did it by being stupid. I didn't cheat on her, I don't hit on other women. I judt didn't take her feelings or concerns into considertion with some of my posts here on the forum. I've posted things on here that are personal, and I've also posted some things about my past that may have hurt her. I don't know what I'm here looking for, but right now, it feels good to type. I don't have many friends except for my co-workers, and I try to keep my personal life away from work. Stange isn't it, that I'll post all kinds of things about my life, my past, and my current relationship on the internet, but I can't talk about it in person. I'm sitting in the airport now, and I can't stop thinking about the discussion we had this morning. I was inconsiderate and didn't think about her. I was wrong. I am sorry. The worst part, however, is that instead of spending last night holding her, loving her, and letting her know how much I am going to miss her while I am aaway on this trip... I spent the night in bed alone. I missed holding her close to me an whispering "I love you" in her ear. This morning before I left she told me what was wrong. I feel like such an ass. I'm so in love, and I'm afraid to lose what we've startd to build. I don't want to smother her, but I don't want her to be afraid and run. I fear I may have really hurt her, and caused her to think twice about me. I haven't lied, I haven't cheated, I may have exageratted a bit, and even added a few "details" to posts to help my ego, and make the "stories" a little bit better. Have you ever done that? Are you guilty too? Do you consider the feelings of your partner, your lover, your friend, before posting here? In the past, I hadn't even considered it. Today reality hit me.