So...I have been living in a complicated issue for almost three years now. Here's the story... I was living in Denver for my first year of College, and around December 03/January 04, I met this guy in a Colorado chat room on Yahoo! Well he ended up being from North Carolina and was just looking for a friend of his. We hit it off immediately and he was making plans to come out to Colorado to visit his friend, and he had asked me if it would be ok if he could come see me as well. Well at the time he was going to be coming out, I was going to be moving back to New Mexico. He then asked me if it would be possible for him to come out to Las Cruces to visit me, but I had barely met him and I was a little apprehensive about that whole thing, and I thought that maybe that was the end of what was to be our friendship. So over the course of the time that passed, we started getting closer and closer, and we slowly learned things about each other that brought us closer. We had so many things in common and it was amazing how easily we could talk to each other. We talked on the phone every now and again, but it was mostly online. One night as we were talking about everything and anything, he went so far as to ask me to Marry him...without even meeting me in person. Well he had made plans to come out to see me in March of 05, but those plans fell through and we'd rescheduled for May of the same year. But around that time I had moved back home and those plans fell through yet again. I lost touch with for a couple weeks, and I thought for sure then that it was over. Well our friendship continued, and around October, we decided to become boyfriend and girlfriend. Crazy as it sounds, we thought it would be a good idea. Well...things went well for about 5 months, and he had made plans again to come out to see me in april...and then around March he told me that maybe the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing wasn't a good idea because he couldn't stand to be with me if he wasn't with me...does that make sense? Well...as of recently we've sort of drifted apart, we still talk and stuff, but he's started meeting other girls and I think this last girl he's met up with is going to take off. I don't even know where to begin to figure out what happened...i mean there were so many opportunities that we had that always fell through. It's like there's something holding us apart for some unknown reason. I need some advice...I'm upset and depressed about it, but I don't know what to do anymore.