I just wanted to let all you guys know. Today is a day to remember for me. My grandpa has left and it has completely, almost instantly changed my outlook on life. The problems Ive been going through over the years up till today, are now obsolete, gone, inexistant. They will no longer be tolerated, acceptable, allowed by me. My focus has completely shifted, and Ive never experienced a feeling like this before. Everyone has problems in life, but always do remember that no matter what is bothering you...there is always someone else there in this world who is dealing with somethin much much more severe. Keep your head up and stay positive. Life is too short to dwell on minor unacceptable things. Right now my focus is on my mother. Making sure she is safe, I will give up anything, anything in life for. To see her happy makes me happy. When she cries, I cry. Today has changed my life forever, but for the better. So appreciate everything you have in your life right now and to its fullest. Be thankful for what you have and who is around you. Do realize that nothing in life is a given, we all must work for it, so cherish the things people do for you. Life is short enough as is, and your life can drastically change just like that. Life is like a jewel - you can have it one day and can be gone the next, when you least expect it. God bless to everyone and believe in god! Thank you, I just had to get this off my chest.