Ok so I met a girl who was here on holidays, and we hit it off.. she's a friend of a friend of a friend sort've deal. She's from your side of the world OT, and i'm in convict-land. We talk every single day via email and phone calls, and have done for a few weeks now. We definitely like each other. Now i'm booking tickets to fly over there for 2-3 weeks in August and spend it with her.. and it's hit me what i'm doing, and i'm shitting my pants I've done as friends have suggested, and made other plans while there just so if it doesn't work out I haven't wasted the trip etc.. i've never been to the US except when I was very little, so there's so much I want to see and do. How do I not show that i'm a nervous wreck about the whole thing? Am I an idiot for doing this?