Let me start of by giving alittle background information. I'm 21, she is is 20. We had been going out for about six months. We had the talks about what would happen if she got pregnant and, she decided that was ok with her. Well, in a couple months ago I had found some texts that she had been sending to another guy. When I confronted her, we got into quite a large argument. That was the begining to the end. A few days after that we found out that she was pregnant. We were both happy at first. She was more apprehensive than I was though. I know its true becasue I saw the test. Well, she asked if things were going to go back to normal. I told her after telling me "if you were to stop talking to me tomorrow I would be fine" it will take a little bit for me to be ok with it. In the mean time, I went on a date with someone else. She said that was fine, and told me she had a dr appointment for the baby. A few days after the appointment, I get a text "nothings how it should be, doesn't look good". Two weeks of me stressing every day came to an end, when I learn that she had gotten an abortion. When I asked her why, she said she just hated me that much. She hated the thought of part of me inside of her. "and as for you taking full custody, I would rather it be with god than you". After telling me on an almost daily basis I was going to be a great dad. I had finally gotten completely used to the idea of it, and she made the decision she made. I have been physically sick, depressed, moody, I don't know how to feel. Has anyone ever had to deal with something like this before?