I know more about sex then most of my non-virgin friends. And lately I have been almost wanting to get it over with, yet I have believed all my life sex shouldn't be until marriage. I am very kinky and I know if I weren’t a virgin I’d be a sex addict. And a lot of the stuff I think about isn't very what people might call "normal". I do other things, and I enjoy it a lot. But is it worth it to just lose your virginity to just anyone, or should it be for "love?" because I see all of these posts and everyone tells me how amazing sex is. And I have educated myself thoroughly on sex, and with a lot of it I even know what it would feel like. But is it wrong to put behind a belief I’ve had all my life, in order to explore me?