I think I'm finally over it. I was looking at some old emails and pictures, and even though I felt a little tug in my chest, it was almost nothing. It's even starting to get hard to imagine what it was like to have her around. What a funny experience this has been. It felt like my whole world was ending, but one day without realizing it, I just stopped thinking about it. I stopped thinking about it, and eventually I just stopped caring. It almost feels like it happened over night. To everyone that convinced me to cut all contact. THANK YOU. What an idiot I was... talking to her just made me feel like we were supposed to be together, which just makes everything impossible. I have a date with a great girl tonight that was taking care of me and my broken hand after my fight. Another one tomorrow with an old fling. And another on Friday with a girl I went to elementary school with. Then I'm off to Hawaii to chill in the sun and learn to surf for a month, and then off to Thailand to just live there and make a living doing what I love. I know lots of other people are going through tough times too. Hang in there and it will get better. Overnight, I seriously went from feeling like I wanted to just walk in front of a bus to being excited to just wake up and see what the day brings.