Let me start off with what I am trying to deal with. Firstly, at work it seems as if more work is being put on my shoulders. People are just good at passing the buck there. Currently, I'm the least senior person there (a few people have come and gone since I worked there). So if the owner wants something done, shit rolls downhill and I eventually get it. I also get blamed for things there that I had nothing to do with in the first place. For example, me and the other guy I work with in the shop (the others work at computers in the office) have to clean the shop each day before we leave. Well last Friday we got it clean just like any other day. On Saturday my boss came in to get a couple of things done and made a huge mess. The following Monday he came into the shop and chewed my ass out that the shop was a mess. I seriously had to restrain myself from walking out the door on his ass. My girlfriend has been putting a lot of pressure on me lately saying that I need to move closer to her. I live about 50 miles away and it's really hard to see her a lot because it's so expensive to pay for gas. I figured my budget and would need to make about $30,000 to make ends meet with a little left over for savings, entertainment, etc. Absolutely nothing will pay that much in Utah. Hell, it's hard for a college graduate to make $35,000 here. Anyway, I don't know if any of that stuff matters on what I can do with myself. But there are a few other miscellaneous things that stress me out and/or make me mad. I just don't know how to vent it. Today my mom wanted me to mow the lawn, I told her I would do it tomorrow because I had a hard day today. She started bitching at me for it. I just snapped, I quietly walked out to my car, backed out of the driveway, layed about 20 feet of rubber leaving and another 5 or 6 feet going into second gear. She hasn't said a single word to me since I got back home. But there has got to be a better way to vent it off instead of repressing it and letting it all come out at once in something like that exhibition I made earlier tonight.