Life has been horrible for 6 years. I'm on meds and go to therapy. I try to be positive. And as soon as something positive actually does happen it just turns out to be worse then if it didn't happen at all. I let people bother me way to much and can't cope/get over things. I'm on my way to becoming a drug addict and I just don't know what to do. I and no one else has the answers to help me get my life on track. I'm still young and I hope for improvement but i'm only human, how much more can I take?