Here and the Vag have been pretty much the only places I post, so just about all 5000 of these posts are in the Vag and here. I think I posted in The Asylum at first but then moved over to the Vag but I am not entirely sure because it has been years. I can't believe I have been here that long. It all started when a friend of mine from another forum linked me here and I found the Asylum and vag. I really don't even remember exactly what my first posts were about but I think it was about a girl I liked in high school or something. Well, I posted about that, got advice and I got the guts to follow up on it. Yeah, I got rejected hard core and the last month of school was full of awkwardness but then for some reason out of a miracle I said fuck it and hit on this girl that was walking down the sidewalk who I just thought was hot. It did work out and we went out for a long time things were great until my good friend that I used to party with came back into town. I wanted to get drunk and party again, I fucked things up and it was over with. Ever since then the only progress I have made is a focus on education, which I didn't really care all that much about because I thought I already had everything I needed. I can't credit anyone on here for making me go after education. I really can't say I am doing it for the right reasons because the only thing that gets me through it is the amount of money I will make with my degree. I could not live without money and my spending habits already exceed most 30 year olds. That brings us present day where now I just sit on here and just mental masturbate to what could be. You ask what could be? What I really want? Well, I suppose that is just to enjoy what I do with my time. Yes Fall has started and I am very busy with school but clearly not busy enough if I have more than an hour to spend on here. I really don't know what I want to do with my free time but I do know I don't want to spend it on here all the time. I don't even play video games anymore, I just post here. I don't know why, I used to love to play video games. Now this isn't to bash the Vag or the Asylum. Both great places up to a point. When I was anti-social and scared of people The Vag and the Asylum helped me make that leap to just being a more normal guy and getting a girl friend. Understand girls a bit more and helping me remove girls from a pedestal where I thought they were queens. Trying to make this next leap I don't think anyone can help me with and I just wasting everyone's time by posting. If being happy could be achieved by advice then everyone would be happy. So I am going to stop posting for a while, bye.