I don't know what the hell I am doing, I have never been like this before. I just wasted $5000 of a motorcycle that is now totaled and I don't care. I have $1300 in tickets to pay and I don't care. I am currently unemployed and I don't really care. I stay at home all day and just waste time doing nothing. My entire family is telling me that I am making horrible choices and I don't really care. I am such a hole that I just kind of given up. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't want to be like this. I have been living off of savings that I told myself I would never touch while I actually had a job. I want to care. I want to change. Help.