So for some reason I can't get all the girls i've seriously dated out of my head lately. I've been w/o a serious girlfriend for about two years and I haven't wanted to ante up to get another serious gf. I've dated girls and some of these even really like/liked me, but for some reason I don't want to put myself in that situation again. Some background info, First love was a few years back, broke up, ended terribly... "dated" some girl for a few months right after just as a sexual thing. Got another gf a couple months after that, stayed with her more or less for over a year then again we ended up not speaking. Last gf was always hiding stuff from me, even though she'd come and say some of things later on. Now i'm sitting here, reminded of all the relationships i've had and it's driving me crazy. I know these girls weren't right for me, but I can't help but think maybe I was happier with them. I really regret breaking things off because of the way my outlook has changed on women. I don't see them as potential candidates as gf's anymore, rather people who waste my time. I know this sounds more like a rant than anything else, but i'm wondering what some of the other people around here have done.