seriously. i don't even know where to start for something like this... I've thought for a long time that clinical depression was bullshit. However, I'm beginning to think there's something to it. Or, what I'm going through is completely normal. Granted, there have been a lot of changes in my life over the past year: new high-stress job, ended a 6-year relationship, having a 2nd job. But, wow...I can't even concentrate most days. I feel worthless as fuck, I'm drinking MUCH more than I used to, I'm withdrawn beyond belief and feel socially awkward. My ex used to complain that I am "too guarded" and "stoic" so she never knew what I was thinking/feeling. I'm successful at both of my jobs, and financially well, but...there's just something missing. Granted, I dislike my main source of income (supervision at a manufacturing facility), but I'm too scared to take the 2nd job and make something big of it. I just read through GlassUser's thread and thought my Myers-Briggs type might help. I took the entire 90-minute test as a part of my new job: ISTJ I'm almost 50/50 on I or E, but the results on Sensing, Thinking, Judging were FAAAAR to the left. That's just a little bit, I really don't feel like going into it. But, I'd be appreciative if someone could point me in the right direction.