So my-ex that I broke up with 2 months ago suggested that we meet for a coffee (cleverly disguised plan to get back the remainder of the stuff I still had of hers...). She said that she wanted to see me one last time when I wasn't raving, drunk and throwing things... I agreed. Much to my dismay, I agreed. So this morning I headed down to her campus. She comes out and grabs her stuff, puts it in her dorm room and comes back out to the car. We joke a little bit on the way to the local Starbucks. We get some drinks and sit down. Catch up a little bit. Small talk. Bullshit. She leans back in her seat and crosses her arms over her chest. Man she looks good. This girl was the best sex of my life and I hadn't seen her in 2 months. I jokingly say, "Man, I just want to grab you." I used to say stuff like this all the time. She looked hot, so I said it. Didn't have quite the same effect as it used to. Needless to say, she didn't enjoy the compliment and got quite irritated by it. The mood was shattered. She asks for the time. I say that its probably time for me to get back. On the ride home I tell her that it wasn't meant to creep her out and that I was just letting her know how attracted to her I still am. Anyhow, to make a short story shorter I dropped her off. She brushes my shoulder a little bit and says goodbye. Before today I was in a place where I didn't really think about it much. Now it feels as though the wound has been opened wide again. Probably shouldn't have gone. Should have just mailed her the shit.