I have this problem where I need to be intoxicated atleast 4 times a week. i'm not addicted to any one substance just the feeling. My moods always change. one minute i feel like i'm on top of the world. I can get any girl i want and make money and be happy the next minute I feel like complete crap and think i'm going to fail. Most of the time i only get the good confident moods rarely. my life is getting some what better (still alot of let downs) But i'm still unhappy. Sometimes I think its genetics because my cousins are like this too. I've been to doctors and therapy. meds dont help therapy helps alittle bit.