Well I turn 21 today, and I had everything planned out where it would of been a blast. Instead I wanted to kill my self because what happen today. I was suppose to go out with my brother and best friend that I have known most of my life. Instead my best friend said he rather not go out today and my brother forgot about my birthday. Woohoo being 21 is so fun. You know I just want to kill my self right now. If you do not see me post any more you know why. That was the start of it today since then it has been going down hill really fast today. I just give up I can not do this any more.