I don't really know if this should belong here or not. If it doesn't I guess someone can move it. But anyways...over the past couple of years I have been noticing my ever growing attraction to guys. It first started out as me being attracted to my best friend of 13 years. Now it has progressed to just about any guy that I find attractive. I don't believe that I am straight up gay, but just bi. I still have an interest in girls but just haven't had a girlfriend in a looong time. My only problem is expressing myself to people. I hold it all in. I mean, I masturbate CONSTANTLY to the thought of guys ass fucking me, me ass fucking them....basically ANYTHING sexual. I also even do anal masturbation to the thought of them. But I want to just be with a guy once and see what it's like. I just don't know of any people I could talk to about this because there just aren't a lot of people to talk to about that here. At least not anyone I know of. I'm thinking of just waiting till college to try and figure it out. If I go to college, then I'm around people I don't know and I could possibly "experiment" with some guys and just see if I like it. Anyone have any thoughts, or possibly any suggestions for me?