i was with her for little over a year. it ended pretty badly (you will see from the letter i sent her). This letter explains everything why we broke up. pretty much MOSTLY all my fault. we've been broken up for about 1.5years now, but we hang out and saw each other bunch of times since the break up. shes in a relationship now and seems happy from her vacation pics. here is the letter that i wrote her. i just wanted to get it out of my chest. i feel so much better now, i wonder how she would feel about this. or was it a mistake? im not writing this coz i want her back, more of just getting the guilt out of my chest. Hey, I know you prolly don’t wanna talk to me or even want anything to do with me….but I just want to get something out of my chest. This might be a year or two late but it’s better than never. I know you’re happy with your current relationship now and I’m happy for you…I just want you to give me a moment and take a minute to read this. Anyways, first of all, I just wanna apologize on how I treated you and mistrusted you when we were together. I can totally admit NOW that most of it was my fault----but its unexplainable feeling when you started to fall for someone. Trust was the biggest issue and also neediness. And both had my name written all over it. The trust issue was unfolded this past weekend when I finally found out what “primo” meant. I know some of my Spanish words and I’m shocked how this one slipped away. When you first told me that your cousin was living with you---I never believed it and that’s when all my trust to ya went to shit. Then that one time when you and I started hanging out again and I dropped you off at your house at 3am----and while we were giving each other a goodbye kiss—a car pulled up, you panicked and all you said was “oh shit! Its PRIMO!” and you ran then stumble to get up the stairs and even left your phone in my car…. since then I always thought you were with someone while we were together. I feel so shitty knowing how someone I cared about could betray me like that. Until this past weekend, I was talking to my boy and out of the blue the word PRIMO was mentioned so I asked what it meant and I couldn’t believe my ears…..and the mistake I made :/ Sorry.