When I was living in the US I had things pretty nicely prior to fucking them up. The only thing was that I always felt I needed more things(bigger house, faster car..that type of stuff). Since I've moved here I have yet to experience that. I am extremely happy, living with the love of my life, and have a good job with the prospect of starting a kick ass career right around the corner. Lately though, I sit at work and remember when I would come home after work in the US and chill in my house by myself and watch tv/play on the computer. Sundays taking my bike out all day and even been missing the occasional weekends where I would sit in my driveway washing my car/motorcycle while listening to the radio. Why is this happening?