I almost got kicked out of highschool and dropped out, lost my job, lost my beutiful girlfriend, moved out of my house because i cannot stand my family anymore, someone i thought was a friend was mocking me when I wasnt there about my dream to be a Cop (but i cant because ive fucked up a little too much). im in debt with 3 dealers that no one wants to be in debt with, my friends cause way too fucking much drama........ i drink almost every night, same with smoking pot. in about 3 hours im gonna do it again. my life is kind of in a daze. advice on how to escape? i quit doing very hard drugs and life's still going down the shitter each week..