Ever have deja vu? I have it ALOT. Every time I do, I'm so absolutely sure that I've been there before and I know where I got it from. In my dreams. Now, I'm not saying I'm psychic because I don't believe in them. Anyhow, I recently split up with an ex and her child of 2 years. I raised the child from child birth. Since then, she had told the biological father about her and I'm no longer part of her life. This has been since July and I'm ridiculously depressed about it. I'll sit here and wonder if I ever will have kids and a family again because I'm 29. It's getting a little late in the game. Also, I've sat there and thought to myself "I've never seen a child of mine in my dreams." Finally, I did last night. It was a little girl and it was almost unmistakable that she was my little girl. Looked just like me. Kind of gave me a sense of hope. Commence the "crazy" comments.